Today I was sitting with some colleagues at work. We were in between training sessions and were catching up a bit. Without thinking I opened up an envelope I had received through the pony (our internal mail system). Inside were a couple of file folders. Inside those were random assorted papers of Dave’s – licenses, recertification paperwork, letters. And in the blink of an eye, I found myself crying. I was embarrassed but could not stop. I dabbed my eyes. I commented about how silly I felt. The tears still fell. I have no idea what happened. Even thinking back on it now is making my eyes water. Sometimes there is really no reason. The grief is just there.